ASTRO不要忽视了你生活中的天命

阴暗了吧，各种口呐，各种淡出，各种萎靡，各种心酸，各种沉重，挤死我压死我吧，大不了扔我去画一百个立方体。求发个蛋黄让我吃上十口八口，爽不死我？喝个水都要憋屈自己（让我喝成水中毒！）

一阴暗人就单纯了，要放纵要收敛，没有顾虑，没有迎合，没有掩饰，心里一阴暗就很强大，只看见这个小世界，感觉终于自由了，让那些场景‘声音‘感情穿过大脑皮层，无限笑点。不要失望，不要激辩，不要强迫和乞求，不牺牲自己快乐的情绪。不要说我无所谓，其实各种兴高采烈。我还清醒。

  It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside. I'm standing here but all Iwant is to be over there.Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen?'Cause now Ihave to pretend that Idon't really care.I thought you were my fairy tale,a dream when I'm not sleeping,a wish upon a star that's coming true.But everybody else could tell that confused my feelings with the truth.When there was me and you.I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing,and when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along.But then you went and changed the words,now my heart is empty. I'm only left with used-to-bes and once upon a song.Now I know your not a fairy tale and dreams were meant for sleeping and wishes on a star just don't come true.Cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.Cause I like the view when there was me and you.I can't believe that I could be so blind,It,s like you were floating whiel I was falling.And I didn't mind.Because I liked the view. I thought you felt it too.When there was me and you.

This could be the start of something new.Goodnight.

XXXXXXXXXXX:"你想通了就打电话给我，想不通就永远不要见我了."

不管是放在哪里,我都觉得"永远"是一个很土的词,但是总是那么刺眼...   今晚我开着灯,假装家里有人.今晚我把手机放得很远,假装它又停机了.今晚我一直躺着,假装头很痛.

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我要体谅你!

 

上大学本来应该是件好事儿,现在又算什么事儿啊!!! 不是一个专业也就算了. 不是一个学校也就算了.... 我到底还能不能消停会儿!!!

本来晚上写的标题不该归类为son of bitch之类,但还是去你妈的飞鸽传情!!!

 

我dui(念第3声)死你!    [你看我着急的时候多东北啊. 哈哈]    妈个B的

自做多情的人很白痴. Hmm...